job.

its like im bankrupt at the moment. i dont know where the money went to. ha! another few more days to payday, and then i could start on my project! haha. dumb work, i really need to maintain and save my financial needs you know. so many things to buy, so little money to spend.
this is life as i know it. 

relationships?

i have been with a girl since mid 2008, she's sweet and lovable.. but the fact remains, am i too self-centered? too much for her to withstand? what did i do wrong? when? 2 years now, its all complicated. so much complicated, now and then arguements tend to submerge. i don't know what to do. 

but yes, i do love her so much, i cant help to let her go. she was my friend, my best friend, my wife, my girlfriend, she was my everything. in the end, i respected her, for all the sacrifices that she made for me, all those hardships she went through alone. i respect her.

i am the egoistic one, the stubborn, selfish teenager i will be. what can i make of this attitude?
just hatred. desperately, i need to change, my attitude, my character.
i just need to change. to make ourselves comfortable, like 2 years ago.

p.s im sorry you guys have to read this, but, a moment of personal life cant be helped reading it it?

i have analysed my current project dateline, and i've assumed that it will be by mid-december. long huh, due to lack of money, and the need to buy a new compressor (since the old one kaboomed a few months ago) yes, i know, very sad.

november:
                     i'll start buy scratch-building the maintainence hanger first.
                     scratch build some containers, etc.. the minor details.
                     once done, put them together to get them primed and cemented,
                     and wait till dec.
december:  
                     start off by painting rx 78, then the hanger, buy some decals and walaa.
                     
i'll post pics of sketches of the dio asap.
till then,


take care.

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; dawn of a new modeller

Guys, its time for me to carry on what i should have continued a few years back. from now, i will not stop, halt or whatever means of stop to carry out my dream hobby.

MODEL-MAKING/DIORAMA/ART&CRAFTS
  
so right now i just have to buy the supplies for my upcoming project: Real Grade Rx 78-2 Gundam in a maintanence hanger. i dont want it to be battled damaged, i want it to be fresh-out-of-the-oven like.

i dont know when is the e.t.a but i let u know once confirmed.
so be prepared for upcoming updates!

take care.